Whatever I've been doing, I know isn't right. I'm wasting my time each day with something you call nonsense. I would really like to know the reason why I'm behaving this way. This shouldn't be the way, and I know that well. Discipline must be it.
Combined School training probably has come to an end. Theres no training tomorrow. The Vietnam team is flying off tomorrow morning, and I don't know if we'll have a chance to ever meet again. All of this wouldn't even happen if I don't know volleyball. And for that, I'm thankful. Singapore Girls School FTW. Winks.
Honestly, I don't now if I'll continue volleyball in Thailand. Just so you know, it's more challenging than it is in Singapore. It would be really nice if I had a jersey with "Thailand" printed on it. Okay, step by step. I know I can't just skip and hope for something so far fetch.
Alright, O level has officially started for me. My first O level exam was oral, which is today. To be frank, I wasn't confident. A bad start indeed. The picture discussion - totally weakness. So, I somehow screwed my English Oral. 20 percent for English, I wished i had more than 10 percent to contribute to the whole paper.
The more I watch Thai music videos, the more I want to go back. I even ever thought of not taking O's, and go back right now. But what's the point then. preparing myself for years, and giving up just months before the real paper itself. Obviously I want to get a decent certificate. Even though I don't know if I'll be able to do it, but I will do my best, and I'm not saying "try".
I'm going to study now. Geography. Prelims next week. Ohmygod. I'm kind of dead. I haven't done my Art preparation work too. And I don't know when I'm starting on it.
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