Thursday, assembly, then AMaths lesson by MrSiva. hmmm. left class, and were having lunch with teammates, when they started talking about stuff we've done together and hilarious things we've been through. i've forgotten about somethings that they remembered. but when they talked about it, the pictures of those days came back. and i was laughing at myself. at the day that i tripped while chasing after a ball that flew away and fell flat onto the floor. and the second time, a similar ball. i chased it half way, and i stopped. i remembered that i tripped at that exact spot. everybody was laughing too, they have not forgotten it. typing this, im still smiling. omg. and some other stuff. all those days have gone by. i missed it. okay, went to PHS. ours were the first match. with Woodlands Sec. everyone didnt really play up to standard. the score wasnt like what i wanted to see at all. even though we won, i'm not as proud. we couldve done much more better. alright, im still proud of myself that i havent shed any tear this season. and hope it would be like this all the way. back to school, didnt want to go back to class. i didnt bring any material. and it was english. half an hour left. had to go back anyways. MrsLim were asking about the match too. i said we won but didnt do well, can do better. she was like, you guys won, but couldve done better. and then talks to the class. setting high standards. this is something you can learn from the volleyball girls. every pair of eyes were then on me. i was like, errrrr? and didnt dare to look up. paiseh, yknow.

training without coach. quite boring . and it ended earlier. came back home and yea, thats it.

Friday. went to PHS with Kianshen, Siewming and Xinpei after school to watch some other schools play. Yishun and Hougang was playing when we reach. they both took a set, and was playing the third. and hougang was leading. i really wanted Yishun to win, because i feel that the referee werent being fair. theres this ball, Yishun attacked and it landed obviously on the line or in, but i was fucking sure that it wasnt out. the referee gave the point to hougang. we were all like, wth? obviously Yishun's point right. most of the people there saw it too. gosh, feel like shouting referee kayu. but. obviously it has nothing to do with me. and i dont want to land myself into a problem. waht if he's the ref for our game? so i felt sorry for yishun. very. especially because some of them are my friends.

Saturday. training in the morning. Woodlands Primary volleyballers came. i must say the senior girls are good. i totally gave my thousand percent training. tried to do everything correctly, but ofcourse i havent got everything right. i was seriously tired, but i dont know why. i dont even feel like jumping to spike. jump spiking have been the best thing in volleyball for me. and now, i didnt feel like jumping? something must be wrong right. then i know that it wasnt only me. a few said they were tired too. but still, no idea why. anyways, all i have to say is i did my best. in anyway i could. a few know what my aim is, for working hard. i'll tell you if it comes true. :) rushed home to shower then headed to Serangoon with W2F8 to get a Phiten for Kas. so nice lah can? wanted to buy for myself too, but expensive like asdfghjkl. and i would be standing down soon. :( Xinpei and Xintien went own at AMK to get KOI, Kianshen, Minghwee, Siewming and i came to admiralty first. waited for them then headed to Kas's house. had fun sharing stories that we never knew. i felt good telling it out too. time to go home. Albert and Kasandra walked me to admiralty, and i took bus home. everybody was asleep when i reach home. it was 12 something. idk. haha. sissie were still on her way home. even worse right.

Today. had plenty of sleep, but i still am suffering from lack of sleep. seriously, how long more must i sleep to feel healthy again? i have been feeling like i need to sleep all the time. even now. gosh. went to AMK hub to get my new ezlink card. yes. again. i think ive spent over a hundred bucks on replacing a concession card. LOL. bus-ed back home. it was a serious long ride. felt like vomiting a few times, maybe it was too bumpy. back home. im going to do my maths and some revision now. so, blog again next time which i dont know when. goodbye.