whaddup guys. haven't been blogging for almost a month. really lazy these days. wanted to study, but end up doing something else anyways. and never thought of blogging. i don't know what is wrong with me, but i just didn't feel like. i wanted so much to sleep, but i'll always have something to do at night. and then i cant get up in the morning, i slept in class. like yesterday. throughout the one hour of Physics lesson, my head was down on the table, as well as Emily. Mr See didn't really care too. i mean, he kind of looked at me and looked disappointed. but i cant help it. i mean, i really have this thing against physics. i just cant get it right. never understood it. and end up dreading lessons. it wont help me in any way. i know. but i don't know what to do. its like, the more i hate, the more i wont be be able to understand it. so, im trying so hard to like it. its not working though. im sincerely guilty for it.

busy week, lazy life i had. its like, i have so many things to do, yet i didn't. Coach is leaving us, infect, she has already left. but not totally. im glad she isn't. i know it wont hit me as hard as the juniors, because i don't have to go for trainings since last term, so its been long, and i've cried about it long ago. so, when i heard the news, i felt like crying, but i didn't. :)

skyped with Val and Em. ohmaigash. missed Val like asdfghjkl. no idea. shall do it again soon.

anyways, im getting sleepy and all. early day again tomorrow. and its a long day. will blog about it if it goes well. goodnight.