Pick Me Down

so much to do right now. AMaths and EMaths. Geography test tomorrow if MrsChuah remembers. and i'm only done with some of AMaths and EMa...


so much to do right now. AMaths and EMaths. Geography test tomorrow if MrsChuah remembers. and i'm only done with some of AMaths and EMaths textbook questions. thank god it was raining this morning, so we didnt have PE. i hate PE now. hockey just suck. reason is because its in the feild. since there were no PE, MsGan held an EMath lesson for Vivacions. im quite thankful for that, it certainlycleared some of my doubts, but i got confused at times. just need more practice. throughout the day, i think i did pretty well in staying awake in class. haha. how did i do that?

okay, nothing much for today, just a normal school day. okay, there were many jokes from Alphonsus during english lesson today. we were to read Oral Communication, and some would go up to tell the class what is it about. Alphonsus definitely was one of them. okay, pick out one of the jokes i remember. Alphonsus " so you need to build a topic." MsGomez stopped him. "how to build?" he continued. silencea while. " let me tell you a joke. how to build. *raises his hand near his ear, acting as a phone" call bob the builder". okay, it doesnt sound funny here, but i swear, the whole class was laughing. how lucky that im still in the same class as him. he's one reason i go to school. you know? he always keep me entertained with something he made that seem so simple. i can never do that.

alright, so this is a draft from last night, when the internet was cut.

written at 12.13 am. (Monday morning)

so i wasnt able to complete all my homework. okay, i made it sound like i have piles of them. but actually, im going to be honest, i only have 2 worksheets for AMaths and 2 worksheets for EMaths. trust me, i didnt even look at EMath's worksheets since the test was over. so i was stuck at AMaths. complete one question, and was stuck for the rest of the 14 questions. not counting the sub questions too. im such a failure. i wish i could just pass all my tests without doing them? i just get so frustrated. why is this happening to me? probably others too. i've forgotten everything being taught in class. Logarithms? i think its some kind of scientific. but you know, its a chapter for ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! what the heck is going on.

FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. FML.

okay, unfortunately dinner was outside. so sissie and i went to the nearest Subway, SembawangShoppingCentre. okay, ignore RepublicPoly, didnt want to go there. we ate, shopped at Daiso and wasted time in Giant. hmm, anymore? guess not. so we came home, time is running out, i wanted to do the rest after Zhenyang told me to refer to the notes. but the usual thing happen, this rectangle screen stopped me. because the internet is going to be off soon. so i didnt blog last night, and spending time writing a draft in MicrosoftWords now. so anyways, msn, facebook, tumblr and youtube had taken away all my precious time for study. so i failed to plan my time. another failure. perhaps Chaoyi was right, i'm a failure in life. okay, it was supposed to be a joke, earlier this year, but i still remember it. deep down in my heart, i knew it was real. its going to be me. in my life. i just lied to myself on the surface. pretended that i'm going to do well in future without working for it. oh you see, i'm wasting time telling you this too. i want you to be the only exception, and limit msn, facebook, tumblr, youtube and whatever. from now on, i will try my best to make textbooks, worksheets my best friends.

now, AMaths textbook supporting my elbow, open to page 361, chapter 15, Exponential And Logarithmic Functions. 2 worksheets beside it, staring at me, waiting to be complete. obviously i wont be able to, but i shall try. till i fall asleep, you shall accompany me. if not, AMaths lesson tomorrow is going to be miserable for me.

alright, till here. goodbye.

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