yesterday, had training. the second one and my body still hurt from the first one. i had to endure. i know, i want to be the best, I HAVE TO BE. the only thing pulling me down are my emotions. i have no idea why a small incident can be a big flow to me. i cried thrice within two hours. you have no idea what i felt. im too emotional. MsLim said this year during NorthZone that im the most emotional player she has ever met. i dont want to be that person. i have to control myself. still trying. im not giving up. its hard, but i have to keep on trying. many have been encouraging me through this and im thankful for that. and i hope you guys are not giving up on me either. I REALIZE THAT I COULD DO BETTER WHEN IM IN A BETTER MOOD. so there is no reason at all for me to cry. nobody want to see my tear. gravity shouldnt be the reason anymore. breaking down doesnt solve anything. other than my emotions, i think everything else is doing well. dismissed at around 4.30, wash up and stuff, head to UWC right after.

WBL finals. no idea why i went, mine was already over. haha. but one reason Darren gave me, eat. haha. there was a buffet. ikr? so i was watching the games. some basketballers from Jurong West Sec i guess, were watching too. occupied the seats at the side, which have the perfect view. i end up sitting beside the rubbish bin, its the only place left with nice view. haha. okay, ate the food buffet provided. haha. ate only 2 pieces of fish with tartar sauce. nice, but i wasnt that hungry. wasted right. hahhh. prize giving ceremony and stuff. was the photographer then. didnt receive any medal. :( then Daniel gave me his. ROFL. and his wind breaker too. lend it. i know he wants it back. haha. came home with PengHui on her friend's car, who dropped us at Woodlands interchange, and we bus-ed home. earliest ever. everyone is like, why you home so early? LOL. explained it like idk how many times, i lost count.

okay, wanted to sleep a little longer today, but sissie is up early cos she had tuition. then i was up too. darn it. couldve slept longer. watched THE LAST AIR BENDER in the afternoon, and went for dinner with sissie at CausewayPoint, PastaMania. shopped a while. felt good splurging on something. haha. till here. goodbye.

ps, i'm still looking forward to the next training. IM SERIOUS.