well, M BACK. missed me? i really dont know why i didnt feel like updating these few days. too tired perhaps. OKAY, EXAMS ARE OVER! basically, i dont really have anything to do now. watching movies in the net, facebook, tumblr and stuff, but i dont really miss blogger that much. i dont know why the hell too. anyways, i gotta update. she cant be dead. ALRIGHT, READY TO READ? here we go.

so it has been about 3 weeks since i last updated. September was definitely busy for me. it was when i realize i have to study. End Of Year is fucking fast and i obviously want to do better. seniors have been telling me to study now so i dont have to rush next year, and i was like, i know, but i didnt do it. fuck my life okay? i screwed it. rushing the last few weeks, spending my life at ReplublicPoly and McDonald's with Emily, Xinpei, Sheela, Maria, Jasmine and Alicia. well, not all of them at one time. i think i helped a lot. but not as much as we can if we didnt chit chat too much. hah. at least it was better than staying at home, seeing the maid's face and Rascal running around and into my room when there's a thunder. AND WORSE, KIMBERLEY'S CRYING AND SCREAMING. i dont know why, but i have low patience level these days. i got really irritated with small kids easily. i just shouted at Kimberley today. for the first time. she just wont shut up! and you know, Kimberley doesnt know how to speak yet, she just speaks baby language. i tried replying to her in, idk what language either, and she just keep on repeating the same thing. i was fucking irritated. i really dont know what went through my mind, i just shouted at her. and she still wont shut up! so i ignored her. and she start hitting me. so i got totally pissed, shouted till the maid had to take her away. glad much. haha.

talking about volleyball, training resume. i was happy, but now im having body aches. great? it will feel much better when its gone. you know, SHIOK. haha. alright, the overseas trip has been confirmed. we're going to XIAMEN and then to Zhangzhou, on the 18th of November, till the 25th. excited much. but sad that some wont be able to come along due to their personal reasons. many of the deserving ones werent able to go. k, whatever, im going! hahahaha. think on the positive side right? it didnt really affect me much though. after all, those who are going are in the same team as me. why not happy? right? hah.

oh yea, havent told you that i've got a new maid? have i? i'm lazy to browse through the old posts. anyways, she really irritates the shit out of me. can she be anymore dumber? i hate everything about her. her face, her voice, her hair, her name, her height, her attitude, her eyes, her nose, her lips, her feet, her hands, fingers, and nails. i really have no idea why aunty chose her. she's ugly. her voice is rough. and she's crazy! theres this time i heard her talking to herself? and totally didnt see me. she was blocking the way, and a maid should make way, right? she stood there, not miving. so i stared at her. i didnt even want to call her name. it disgusts the hell out. okay, i think i have things against maids. indonesian maids. Sue, the second one was the best. first was Yeni. she sucked. i hated her to the core. she stole my stuff, and accused me for stealing hers. like, i've got money, why do i have to steal a maid's stuff. after all, it was the maid's! urghh, i really dont get her. when Sue's younger sister, Liz came to work for us, i really didnt like her, but not as much as Yeni. she's friendly though. i dont know why. and when Liz have to go back to Indonesia to take care of her son, Amy came. okay, she's the worse! oh, and she looks a little like Yeni. just that she's smaller and doesnt have the big mole on her face. okay, currently she's still working for us. not yet 3 months. i think after three months, something is going to happen. she's going to run to the police telling that we've abused her. well, she does that twice already. her previous one was a slap from her employer. i dont know how true, but i think she deserves it. totally. i sometimes wished to do it too. she spoiled too many shirts of sissie's. okay, sissie's not angry but im angry for her. why sia? if it was me, i would have thrown tantrums and this house wouldve collapse. it was her Badminton t-shirt, and her sec 4 class tee. like,WTF? SEC FOUR! she turned the collar pink, and sissie's name were scraped off, when Liz have never scraped off any shirt's printing. staining is obvious. but seriously, AMY IS TOO MUCH. i suspect her for poisoning me too. i've gotten diarrhea too often since she's here! it was obvious that only me, in the house that hates her. i always make her get scolded by aunty. and there's this time, after a scolding from aunty, she went into the kitchen, quiet. i thought she was sad. i kind of pitied her, but guess what. she was laughing to herself! i told you she was crazy. talking about her gave me goosebumps. enough about her.

okay, exams. hmmm, i screwed Physics like fuck. it wasnt difficult, but i didnt study enough. and many for other subjects too. i really dont know which was the easiest paper this year. i, kind of prepared to get low marks. im expecting the highest from art. i have to top it. im going to walk up the stage this year. watch me!

school will be closing in another 2 weeks time. and after that, we're left with only a year in WoodlandsRingSec. i have to cherish it. sissie have just graduated from Yishun Sec. i dont know why isnt she crying, she's still singing! haha. i really dont get it why they graduate even before they even take their O Levels. well, this is how it works. haha. just felt that it doesnt make sense, thats all.

i feel like i have so many things to tell you guys, but i cant think of anymore. till here. bye.